September 20, 2016.. I really dont know what to feel after what happened. After what I did. I just had the major mistake in this lifetime. Na-gamit ko ung locked na token Bessy!!!! ang laking lost at ang laki ko ding shunga!!
I curse countless of times the whole duty. I am so stress (sa totoo lang, Depress) and I really feel stupid and I wanna cry! Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi, kasalanan ko talaga yon at napaka simpleng bagay lang ang kailangan gawin para maiwasan yon pero hindi ko ginawa. :(
I dont know what to think first. Bukod sa bembang ako kay sir J, mapapagalitan pa ko sa leader namin pagbalik nya after ng kanyang leave. At paano ko sasabihin kay mama?.. I feel so disappointed on myself. Im such a failure.. I know Im so stupid. :(
ugh!!!.. I ... I am just so sad right at the moment and all I want now is a good cry. At times like this, I miss having someone to comfort me (pwera pa sa mga friends ko ). I am reffering to that someone who will say 'its okay, im here' and such. Oh well, .
wherefore art thou my future someone??
--NIKI :(
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