Feeling Upset..

I really feel upset and I don't really know what to do anymore. (*insert deep sigh here) I wanna keep the good vibes in my system that's why I am trying my very best not to rant on my social media accounts about what I feel. You know the feeling of, bakit? bat ganon? ano ba? ugh! I am really upset. As in U-P-S-E-T! Big time!

It has something to do with my 2016 Bucket List. I am really hoping and praying that I can do all of them but seems like it will not happen. As in, walang pang 24 hours since I posted the entry may isa na agad na parang ang labong matupad!

Last night of April 4, David and I had this rare time ( Rare kasi, madalang nalang talaga kaming mag chat ngayon) to have a little chitchat on facebook messenger. He told me he already heard the last song I dedicate to him. Eh sa marami talaga akong arte, may "letting go" song pa talaga ako sa kanya. "Have You Ever" by S Club 7. The song is a bit old but the first time I heard it parang, alam nyo yun? Yung feeling na ako 'to eh. Ganitong ganito ako! I was the one who broke up with David, nasabi ko naman dati pa di ba? I was the one who left him first. I was the one who regret breaking up with him. Pero ano lang ba yung lahat ng nagawa ko sa sakit na naging kapalit non? Waley na waley promise! 

So ito na nga. David had read my blog entry about my Bucket List 2016. He told me, "You need a proper closure right?" and I answered him, "ready ka na bang ibigay yon?"  he replied, " Siguro. Pero hindi ko alam kung pano.". Since we are both clueless on how to have a proper closure, I suggested, we write each other a letter then, read it together but he hardly agreed. Hindi daw kasi sya sanay, ang awkward daw. Ugh! I know its awkward and I know that he's not into writing of letters pero talagang  hindi din nya naisip na awkward din sakin yon? He probably thinks that I suggested the letter writing 'thingy' because he know that writing a letter is just a piece of cake for me. I admit, I am fond of writing letters. I am better on that than saying my thoughts verbally. I can easily say anything and everything I feel for someone in one letter. Pero hindi din ba sumagi sa isip nya na iba sya? I mean, writing a letter for a friend is more easier than writing a letter for someone who gave so much to feel in your past.

Nakakainis talaga eh. Kahit ayokong mainis dahil .... ayoko nga kasing mainis pero pinipilit nya kong mainis! Peste ka----! Sarap mong krompalin ng walang humpay ha... ..! Akala ko pa naman ready kanang ...... ..! yun pala mas ready pa ko sayo! ..... ..! 

See? Kaya ayaw kong mag rant sa social media accounts ko about it dahil hindi talaga maganda ang kalalabasan non promise! cursing is bad and I really feel bad because I am used to it. Hindi ko talaga sya mapigilan specially when Im mad or when I am too happy laughing and enjoying my Barkada's company. We keep on throwing bad words to each other between our convos. Oh well, normal people curse and me and my friends are just like the other normal people. Ewan ang hirap I explain! But Im trying my best not to or lessen that kind of habit, its just that ugh... Hindi ko namamalayan minsan kaya hindi ko napipigilan.

So going back, after David told me that he cant do it by letter, I told him its okay though I really felt sad that time. I console myself that maybe, he's not yet ready to have the closure so I dont have o be sad and after April, 2016 still have 8 more months. Who knows by december ready na sya? Di ba? Can someone say 'oo nga naman' please? Oh, he suggested to tell everything nalang via chat anyway but I disagreed. I dont get it why all of a sudden he's making it hard for us to have this long-time-overdue 'closure'. Yeah its awkward I know, kahit naman sakin ay awkward yon pero dahil kailangan ko yon para sa sarili ko, willing akong gawin. Bakit sya hindi nya maisip yon? 'Bakit ba ang hirap para sayong gawin ang isang bagay na dapat noon mo pa ginawa?'

A closure is not just like typing a certain lyrics of your favorite song in the chat box anyway. It is more than what others think it is. Its not as easy as copy paste. :(

Nalulungkot talaga ako. But still I wanna keep things positive. Good Vibes lang. :) I have a long list for 2016 anyway, pwede ko namang magawa pa yung iba. 

PS: Even David didnt like the idea, I still wrote a closure letter for him though I dont have any plan to give it to him.

-The Upset Niki :(

My 2016 Bucket List..

I had been wanting to post my 2016 bucket list here in my blog but I cant find time because Im feeling too lazy for the past month. Yung, ang dami kong gusto at dapat gawin pero hindi ko maumpisahan kasi nga, nakakashumad! haha!

So its April 2 today and I kinda feel lazy again ( walang bago don!) but I should do something productive!

And the fourth month of 2016 just started yesterday. How was the first three months goes? Ang bilis di ba?  And how did you spent the Holy Weak? Well me, I choose to be productive, pasok kahit holiday ganern! Last Maundy Thursday, I went to St. Pio and bought a rosary bracelet and a miraculous medallion. I prayed and the end. hehe.

And so again, today I'll share my 2016 bucket list here. I have a long list but I am hoping to do all of them before 2016 ends. 

Bucket List for 2016:

1. Learn to Pray the Rosary. ( huhuhu, I realize that I need that. Its such a shame that at the age of 20+ something I still dont know how to pray the Rosary.)

2. Visit 10 Church that I haven't ever visited yet in my whole life. (That's why I really need to practice my rosary ASAP so I can pray it to the 10 Church that I'm planning to Visit this year. One more thing is, if I got lucky to visit Ten Church this year, It is a sign that I am totally healed from my past heartbreak.)

3. Have a proper closure with David. ( I really dont have any idea on what a proper closure is. It was like, Paano? Anong gagawin namin? Anong sasabihin ko? Ano pang dapat nyang sabihin? Kailangan pa ba talaga? Though I think kailangan talaga yon at iyon nalang ang kulang samin. we're in good terms sometimes wag lang sumpungin ng topak ang isa sa amin. But seriously, David and I need it. And I am more ready, sya kaya?)

4. Have a short vacation in Baguio City with my family. ( Baguio's my favorite place on Earth though I don't know much about the place. I've been there twice and it really got me. Pine trees, cold weather, wonderful spots, ugh! I really want to go back there this year with my family though the longest stay we could have is two days, one night because of my job and that's so sad. huhuhu. Oh, and one more thing, my Loving Parents will be celebrating their 26th Anniversary on May 13th so, even if I am planning to push our Baguio Vacation by the end of May, I will be hitting two birds in one stone. A vacation and their Anniversary celebration in Baguio. How great is that?)

5. Visit Our Lady of Manaoag Shrine. ( Though I regularly visit and gave thanks at St. Pio, I have this feeling of obligation to Visit Our Lady of Manaoag Shrine in Pangasinan. I want it to be my 'Yearly Devotion' since I graduated college. It started before my Sophomore days in College as well.)

6. Have my first visit at Monasterio De Tarlac. (Tita Baby, Daddy's eldest sister mentioned the place to me one time when I was talking to Dad and asking him if we could visit OLMS again this year. And since I havent been in the place, I want to pay a visit there too this year, and since I havent been there, I am hitting two birds in one stone again. First, I will be visiting the place and second, I can include MDT to my list of ten churches to visit. yay!!)

7. Have a bonding with my High School Bestfriends, RM, KJ and Ivielyn. ( Its been awhile and I miss them. Sana talaga magka time. :(  )

8. Have a date with my college Bestfriends. ( Just the three of us. I mean, after our graduation, we hardly bond and I think 2016 is a good year to catch up things we missed. The three of us are working in the same company but really, we hardly see each  other because of our shifts and Off days scheds. )

9. Go to Tagaytay with Eunice, Julie, Arra, Clarisse, Karla and Carlhie. ( Its been a year and magagawan na natin ng paraan. :) )

10. Donate Blood. ( I really want to experience blood donation and Im hoping to experince that this 2016.)

11. Have my room renovated before my Birthday. ( yasss!. I still have 6 months before October!.)

12. Buy myself an Instax Cam. ( I love taking pictures and I badly want to have an Instax because..... Because... Because I want to and I hope Dad would let me. *cross fingers ) (Ps. I want an Hello Kitty Head shape Instax. )

13. Have a Pandora Charm Bracelet on my 2...th Birthday this coming October. ( I really dont want to buy one for me though I want to have one. I want this as a gift from someone but I think, no one will buy one for me so, emma need to buy myself nalang talaga.)

14. Have my passport. ( Im afraid of riding a plane but, I wanna try to have my first ride sana this year so, I'll take it slow and start it by having my Passport. Though I want my first plane ride a Domestic Flight. *insert winking emoji here. )

15. Write a blog entry about my dream wedding. (whenever  I see my niece yukiMeng, I always think of what would be my first baby will look like? What would my future husband be like? Are we gonna have a church wedding or a civil wedding? Will I cry on our wedding day? Those kind of stuff  keeps crossing my mind sometimes. So I want to write some of my dream wedding idea.)

16. Have a date with someone at St.Pio. ( I hope this would happen later this year. And this time I want to start and make things the right way so, Whoever you are, I want our first date to be with St.Pio and Lordie. :) )

There goes my 2016 Bucket List and I am hoping and praying to accomplish them all. Sa hinaba haba ng listahan ko, wala pa yata akong nagagawa kahit isa! Jusko April na! huhuhu, so umpisahan ko na ha? Bukas promise. :)

I'll keep my blog posted about my Bucket List's progress. :)

Yours,

Lazy Niki :)

Letting Go...

What is the difference between moving on and letting go?.. 

If I would be asked to define 'moving on' I would say its more about life changing part, Its a process where you let your self go on with your life alone. It's more about going back into your life track before getting involved in a relationship. I'm not saying that moving on is easy, we all know it's not. Been there, done that. But it's something that we should do in order to live a normal life and stop being miserable after having a painful heartbreak. 

While 'Letting Go' is more on feelings. After crying a pool of tears every night and every single day, starving yourself, listening to your heartbreak songs, making yourself miserable and such. This is the stage where you finally get over on all the pain you had gone through, it's the time where you realize and accept that everything happens for a reason. Lemme say, you finally let go of everything when you finally got yourself back on track, it's when you feel happy because there's so many reasons to be happy than to feel sad and lonely just because something happened the way you didn't want them to be. Do you get me?

I wanna share the feeling that I have now. After a long time of holding on to the feelings that I thought would last forever, after crying a river, after a bloody fight on the moving on stage and after realizing that life has so much to offer, finally.. I can finally say that, I had moved on and I am letting all the feelings go. The pain of heartbreak, endless sentiments, regrets and hatreds.

Moving on is hard but after you had done on this part and let go of everything that brought pain to you, after accepting everything, you'll next have the best feeling. The feeling of facing life with a new you, a new life and a new heart that is strong and courageous. 

God has better plans for me than I do and I believe that he's working on the best love story for me. It may not be the perfect love story I dreamed of ever since but I know, the love story that he prepares for me is worth the wait. 

PS: Dear Future someone who's destined for me, I am looking forward to meet you soon. :) I can't promise not to hurt you, but I can assure you that I will take good care of you and I will love you true. So, see you soon?..

PPS: Pinag-p-pray kita kaya sana, iba ka na talaga. Aldub you!.

Friendship it is..

Love... 1 word, 4 letters,.

I wanna make this entry short as much as I can..

And so I just finished watching the last 3 episode of OTWOL and at the moment I am listening to the soap's theme song which is 'On The Wings of Love' JaDine version level 999!!. Dont get me wrong,. I am a solid AlDub fanatic. Its just that I got curious about the OTWOL finale. 

Dear Aldubnation, inaamin ko, nagtaksil ako ng isang gabi sa fanmily natin..huhuhu..sorry na please??..

I admit. I am a big fan of happy-ever-after stories. And really, bilib ako sa mga showbiz people na nakaka-survive ng relationship nila kahit ang daming nakikisawsaw and such,. Isnt amazing that, no matter how difficult it is to handle a showbiz career, they still manage to make their relationship survive and make it to the altar together?..and live happily ever after... awww.. how's that?.. Isnt great to be inlove and be loved at the same time?..

Are you brokenhearted now and you're one of those who always says, "walang Forever"?.. oh come on!. take a look at your family picture. Guilty as charge,. I was one of those who always says, 'walang forever!' those were the times where I feel so broken hearted and I feel betrayed but, Whenever I pass to a certain spot in our house, there's this picture hanged in the wall that made me believe that at some point, the word "Forever" really exist. My loving parents surrounded by 4 off-springs who stands as their evidence of their love in one picture. Our Family picture.

Going back, so I was talking about OTWOL lately and just had finished watching JaDine's interview with Grethen Ho and Robi Domingo. Though I am a 'pure blooded' AlDub fan, I cant halp to feel 'kilig' while watching their interview. The way they look at each other, their classped hands, their sweet glances and the way they describe each other. Hay!. lakas maka-ALDUB din kaya!. Kilig Level 999.7?. sorry hindi ko talaga kayang ibigay ang Level 999.9 kasi, sa AlDub/MaiDen yun!. hehehe..

From Reel to Real. 

So umamin na ang JaDine.. at nakakakilig talaga yung moment nila promise!. James Reid amazed me. Yung sinabi nyang 'Nadine.....I.. Love You' sa harap ng maraming tao. Its not that easy just like what others think,. it takes a lot of courage pero nagawa nya di ba?.. :) 

As of AlDub naman,. dahil naghihintay pa silang dalawa ng right time. one step at a time. Slowly but surely.. ayiiie.. cant wait kahit parang may something na talaga.. huehue.. excited tayo ADN sa takdang panahon. Yes?.. Yes of course!. hehehe.

AlDub and JaDine. From Reel to Real. So, who's next?..ay ang showbiz..

To end this entry. I want to share something, bigla ko lang din kasing na-realize 'to.

We often say, except for Love, 'Trust' is the main and strongest foundation of a relationship. But for me, 'Friendship' is still the best foundation of a good relationship. Why? Because here is where the real relationship starts. How will you know someone if he/she is not be your friend at first? How will you trust someone if he/she is not your friend? How will you love someone you don't know and you don't trust in the first place?.. right?.

So, Frienship it is. Yes?. For me it is. Because Daddy and Mama start as friends. Well, me and David started as friends too before and hopefully, we'll be back to being friends again soon. James and Nadine started as friends too.. At syempre ang peborit kong mag BFF,. Alden and Maine. Friends, Close Friends, BFF , Special friends,.whatever they call it..basta Friends sila at sana talaga,. magkatuluyan din sila evetually. Pero ulit,. mas type ko ung mag-BetterHalf.. ayiiii.. :*


Nikita..

Faith...

Hi!. so, it's me again.hehehe..

I've been kinda busy for quite awhile so I cant post an entry. But anyways,. nothing extra-ordinary happened naman during those days, sadyang tinamad lang ako at pinalipas ko ang monthly exam kaya nagpaka-busy ako 'kuno'.

In my past entries, nasabi ko nang naglalagi ako sa place ni Padre Pio di ba?.. Kapag wala akong magawa at may extra time, I made sure to pay a visit and pray and of course, my favorite part,.. lightning a candle. Ewan ko ba pero, iba kasi talaga ang feeling after staying in the place kahit pa saglit lang. Whenever I got the chance, I am attending the daily mass kahit pa ang hirap kasi umuuwi ako ng Pampanga. I am so bless with so much, pati ung tipong minsan parang, hindi ko na deserve. Realization starts the first time I visited St.Pio. I cant remember the exact month but I know that was 20th of the month. I prayed so hard and ask for guidance to pass the monthly exam. At first, I feel a little bit of.,errr di ko ma-explain. Para sa isang tulad ko na hindi ganon katibay ang Faith. Parang 'ah okay,.wala naman akong choice kundi magtiwala..kung hindi matupad, edi okay lang din. Atleast I tried and I prayed' ung mga ganyang thoughts. I was with karla that time. Sya kasi ung pinaka religious sa paningin ko, well, my bestfriends Julie and Eunice are religious person but they belong to different religion. They are Born Again Christian and I am Roman Catholic so is Karla. 

I dont know why after my first visit, hindi ko na mapigilan. I always try to find time to pay visit nga everytime. Guilty as charged, I am one of those who will only pray kapag may kailangan, kapag may hihingin and I really feel sorry for myself because Im loving God the wrong way. 

So the monthly exam came and done. I pray so hard, I even cry. But what amazed me is that, I passed the exam. I got perfect score to be exact! I feel so blessed that day!. hinding hinding hindi ko kakalimutan ang araw na yon. I payed a visit again after knowing my score in the exam. I lightened a candle and silently prayed to say thank you. I know that 'He' did not used magic or something for me to pass the exam, I did reviewed everything that is needed to pass the exam but I do believe that, without 'his' guidance, I will not pass the exam. I cant pass the exam because I lack of self-esteem. As in wala talaga akong tiwala lalo na dalawang beses kong ibinagsak ang exam ng magkasunod!.

It was a wish granted for many. But for me? It is an answered prayer. Its been months now since I made it a habit to visit St.Padre Pio of Pietrelcina Chapel. Im trying to pay a visit every week kahit, once a week lang. Im obliging myself because I am trying to built up a stronger Faith. Wait, let me re-phrase that, Im building a stronger Faith. For a long time, I am looking for 'that' thing I lack of,. and I think I already know what that 'thing' is. Faith.

Sa ngayon,. wala naman na akong mahihiling pa. For I feel so much blessed. Dati kaya hindi ako aware!. Kasi binabalewala ko lang ung mga blessings. It was like, its normal to have this and that and such kaya hindi talaga ako pala-thank you kay Lord. Minsan lang. So yun na nga, After I passed the exam, edi syempre natuwa naman daw ako.. Halos araw arawin ko na nga ang paglalagi sa St.Pio..hehehe.. karaniwang Visit lang naman ang lagi kong ginagawa since I dont have much time. Usually kasi nagpupunta ako before pumasok sa office since night shift ako. pag morning shift naman paglabas ng office ako pumupunta or after I came back from Pampanga. Hindi naman every visit my hinihingi ako,. I am paying a visit to say 'thank you'.. Promise!.. 

Great Power comes with Great Responsibility. Sabi ko naman, Stronger Faith comes with so much Realization. Realizations like, how lucky you are to be called a child of God, How great it is to be loved by God and How blessed you are to be surrounded by good people sent by God to help you, guide you and encourage you to be a better person. A better person who is  Imperfect but strong, brave and Faithful. naks!. Ako pa naman 'to Lord no?..hehehe

Its a tradition in St.Pio to donate a rosary whenever devoties had their prayers answered or their wishes were granted. I already donated two brown rosaries. hehehehe.. but that doesnt meant I only had two answered prayers. I tell you,. I am so blessed to have everything I have now even I though I didnt ask for some of it, but still I am thankful that 'He' had bless me with 'so much'. Sabi ko nga di ba,. wala naman akong hinihingi lagi pag nagpupunta ako. Nagpapasalamat lang ako sa mga blessings. Pero recently, I ask for guidance para kay dad bucause he will under go CT-Scan., and as per mom, wala naman daw problem and okay naman lahat. Again, I am so amazed and thankful. Iba parin talaga pag buo ung Faith mo. Kapag naniniwala ka. Amen?.. Amen.

To end this entry, I want to share something..hehehehe..recently lang din,. I have this secret wish.. and this time its not for a friend or for my family. Its for myself. Hay...sana talaga... :) I'll share it kapag answered na. Samin na muna yun ni Lord at Padre Pio..hehehe I know, in his perfect time., matutupad yon.

Nikita.. :) 

Miyuki Maine

Hi! Its been awhile since I posted an entry. Sorry I've been so busy for the ps\ast few days and I canr find time to share some of my thoughts though I have so many on my mind. :)

Last February 11, Yukimeng (Miyuki Maine is her real name) my niece had been baptized. It was just a simple celebration but its kinda tiring. But anyways, it turns out fine naman. After the celebration mama bring Yukimeng home. My ate stayed at her in-laws abode para magligpit ng mga dapat iligpit don. So when mama arrived, she asked me to look over Yukimeng so she can do naman the household chores sa bahay. Yukimeng is a typical baby who would keep bubbling baby words and cry whenever you ignore her. Nakakatuwa na nakakabaliw!. ang daldal nya manang mana talaga sa mga tita! XD Minsan ang chirpy nya pero madalas masungit. hehe.. mana sa lolo din minsan. Sa ngayon, she's the apple of our eyes. Bias kame kasi sya ang first apo at pamangkin so I will say, Yukimeng is the cutest, yummiest(angtabakasieh), most lovable and the most adorable baby!..  (trivia: She is named after yaya Dub, Maine Mendoza though my Ate's name is Charmaine, ang 'Maine' daw sa pangalan ni Yukimeng ay galing sa real name ni Yaya Dub.)

So much for our bebe Dub (that's how we call yuki sometimes..hehe )

Belated Happy Hearts Day ebriwan!..


Signing in,

Nikitamae

My very own 'the one that got away'..

Maybe.,after you had read the title of this entry,.you already have an idea on who's my 'the one that got away'.. that is,.if you are reading my blog entries regularly or you had this little free time to scan some of my entries, but here it goes anyway.

After 4 relationship.,I can say that, I already met this one whom I can say 'the one that got away'. This someone and I had shared so much on the past years when we are in-a-relationship status. So much ..so much to the point that,. almost everything and anything reminds me about 'how' and 'what' we are before we broke up..before everything had changed,.before everything between us fall apart,.before he realized that., hindi na nya ko mahal.. :( ang hirap englishin..tagalog nalang.. :(

So,.ano o sino nga ba si 'The One That Got Away?'.. Sabi ni google..ito daw ung taong makikilala mo by fate..you will somehow share the same interest in somethings,.you have something in common.,mga ganun.. There are two kinds: one is,.you came to the point where you made it to the point of having a relationship and the second one is where you choose to stay as friends. (uyy saan ka dyan?..hahaha ako dun sa 1! hahaha ). Ang hirap i-explain..pero ito ung stage na,.ramdam nyong may something.,masaya kayo sa isat-isa,.minsan nga iisipin mo na sya na ung 'the one' pero dadating ung point na masasabi mo din.,hindi pa pala..but onetheless., this someone will forever have a special part or place in your life,.ung tipong gusto mong kalimutan pero parang ayaw mo din?kasi some how,.may napunan sya sa pagkatao mo na hindi naibigay ng iba. yown!.

In my case.,yes I already met this someone., must be fate right?..he came in the right time.,the time when I feel so damn broken and wasted. He didnt just made me happy,.he made me live again.,he made me see that life has so much to offer and that I have so much to be thankful for.. I love how he made me feel special every time, how he care and how kind he is. As in,.hands down.Sobrang bait talaga. Life isnt a bed of roses everyday for the both of us but he always made sure that at the end of the day,. the last text message i will receive from him is 'I Love You So Much' *insert our endearment on after the word much*... Really,. I am looking forward on growing old with this someone but I guess,.just like what i had said on my other entry,. we are not meant to be. we are not born for each other. We are not bound to share the same 'happy-ever-after'.

If 'you' ever have the time to read this entry,. I want you to know that,. you will always have a special place in my life. That after the countless rejections from you, after our painful goodbyes (na hanggang ngayon paulit ulit parin), after upbraiding each other non-stop pag walang masisi sa mga nangyare,. still,. I want to keep you..,no not you literally but your memories,.our memories together. I know,.there came a point where i said 'nagsisisi ako na minahal kita'., not just once nor twice.,and I know I hurt you by that so.,forgive me?..I dont really mean it.,sometimes I just dont know how to control the words I am saying specially when im in the peak of my emotions., pero di ba., sabi mo din 'kung alam ko lang na masasaktan ka sakin sana hindi nalang?' ..masakit din kaya yon!. mag-sorry ka!..hahaha de joke lang!..lagi mo naman din kasing sinasabi na .,hindi ka nagsisisi na minahal mo ko., ahehe,,(*wink).. Whenever I asked you 'bakit mo ko minahal?' you will just smile and say 'masarap ka kasing mahalin at alagaan..', 'kahit ipagtabuyan mo ko mas lalo pa kitang mamahalin'.. those were the lines that hit my heart hard and made me fall inlove more..hays..but anyway. We're not meant to grow old together..though I wanna dedicate this song to you..as I listen to this song lately,.a certain 'picture' from the past cross on my mind.. ung yakap kita sa harap ng guard house habang nakaupo ako dun sa lagi kong inuupuan pag break time?..ung kung saan nakalagay ung log book ni Mang Emy.,ung first time mong mag uniform nung college ka tas pinuntahan mo ko sa school?..naalala mo?..un ung unang beses na niyakap kita.. :) so ito na..sana alam mo 'tong song..

Another day passes by, i'm dreamin' of you,

And though I know it might be just a dream, dreams come true,

Somewhere, somehow i'll find you even though it takes all of

My life{all of my life}

And when I finally do{and when I finally do}

I know inside my heart{ I know inside my heart}

That there could be no doubt, I knew it from the start

{you are the one}you are the one

That i've been searching for my whole life through,

{you are the one}you are the one that i've been looking for

And now that I have found you,

{duet}i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms

You are the one

Another night spent alone

I'm lying in the dark{lying in the dark}

I don't know your name

But I know your voice sings to my heart{voice sings to my heart}

A sweet melody, a symphony of love

I know that come one day{i know that come one day}

A time for you and me{a time for you and me}

To finally be together, cause I know we're meant to be

{you are the one}you are the one

That i've been searching for my whole life through,

{you are the one}you are the one that i've been looking for

And now that I have found you,

{duet}i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms

Forever's a meaningless word

Even though you're here with me

Here by my side, here in my heart....

{duet} i'll never let you go i'll hold you in my arms

{you are the one} you are the one that i've been searching for my whole life through

{you are the one}that i've been looking for and now that I have found you

{duet} i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms

{you are the one}you are the one

That i've been searching for my whole life through,

{you are the one}you are the one that i've been looking for

And now that I have found you,

{duet}i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms

Cause you are the one, you are the one

PS: 'you are the one' kase.. you're my 'the one that got away'

PPSS: David knows about my blog but Im not sure if he finds time to read.. :)

Niki.. :)