reading is a virtue.

I do believe in that. I love reading pero hindi ung tipong pang-matalino..i have a lot of book collection.,ung mga tipong pang realidad ang peg. Pero meron ding pang broken hearted. Mawawala ba naman ang mga love story na may happy ending?..see? i told you i love reading wag lang 50-60 pages na case study ang babasahin. Yung tipong aaralin mo kung bakit minsan na ding bumagsaka ng ekonomiya ng amerika, kung bakit ang galing magpaikot ng china, kung bakit ganto at ganon ang india at kenya..nako!.kabowg na kabowg ang utak ko sa apat na taong pinapabasa kami ng mga ganyan..(pero thank you Lord!.nasurvive ko!).so gong back,im reading a certain story in wattpad now 'Sassy Classy Brat' by FGW.,while reading.,bigla ko lang naisip.,ang tagal ko na din palang hindi nagbabasa ng wattpad?..(hehehe) Nung kainitan ng pag gawa namin ng thesis,.first sem yon nung 4th year ako sa college,.si wattpad ang isa sa mga naging bff ko sa dorm.

That was August 2014.,i was really in my worse state,(ung tipong napapatino ko lang ang pag-iisip at emosyon ko pag kailangan namin mag revise ni Julie ng ibang parts ng thesis naming dalawa.,) i was crying my heart out everynight literally as in,ung tipong habang kumakain ang mga kasama ko sa dorm ng dinner, i stayed inside our room para umiyak mag-isa..Eunice being the ever supportive Bestfriend ever(wooooh!.regine!) will stop munching her dinner just to comfort me.,(atleast alam ko noon na mas mahal nya ko kesa sa dinner na pinaka hihintay nya after school). Pero syempre alam kong ninenerbyos lang sya dahil minsan nakakatakot daw akong umiyak.,i can still remember crying so loud..as in iyak kung iyak,.(ung may sound)..at kapag nagsawa nakong umiyak,.i always ask my bestfriend, "Hindi naman ako ung nang iwan di ba?" (with matching teary eyes pa) and again she will answer me "oo naman no!.hindi ikaw ang nawala.,pabayaan mo sya"..(who wouldnt love my bestfriend?..napaka supportive at kunsintidor nya. yes?..yes of course!).at dahil nga kailangan ko na talaga ng distraction that time,.i tried wattpad.

Wattpad keep me occupied during my free time. Break time sa school, after school, after revision of thesis, before bedtime..ow it was indeed the perfect distraction for me!..sometimes i will choose to sacrifice the 2 hours on my 5 hours sleep just to finish reading a story. Nakaka-adik talaga magbasa promise!. I even published my first story in wattpad on November. As of now, i have 2 stories that are completed and the other two are pending. Why? Im busy working na. Date estudyante lang ako na kunyare pagod na pagod sa school para hindi mautusan ni Mama kaya nakakapuslit ako sa pagsusulat.! haha!.

So, going back,.since i found out that reading is a perfect distraction when mending a broken heart,.i didnt stop reading. Wattpad, random articles, reality based books(reality based books ang tawag ko sa mga libro gaya ng para sa brokenhearted ni Marcelo, walang forever, at marami pang iba na ganyan ang genre..kung genre nga ang tawag dun..ung uri,,yan ganern.), pocket books, magazines..everything and anything under the sun or under the moon, nagbabasa ako!.. Because reading keeps me distracted from the feeling of so much pain, hurt,at lahat ng word na related sa sakit na gawa ng break-up.

At yan..dahil kahit papano nawala na ang inis ko..yan na ung 2nd entry ko for today.. :)