Once in my life..

i'd just read ate dub's (ung ate ni Yaya dub,si ate Dub,.kilala nyo naman sya di ba?..si Ms. Niki..) blog again today and i was a bit teary eyed on one entry titled : God'd love is Amazing .. (nabasa nyo na ba?nakaka-touch no?)..

But anyway,.im writing this entry because after reading ng maraming blog buong maghapon (dahil nakakabagot maghintay ng 30 minutes para mag DC,Connect at chenachena..),Wala,bigla ko lang na-miss si... David pagtapos ko mabasa ung entry na yun nga ni Ms.Niki..the way she describe her husband John(si baeyaw sa twitter..haha),it reminds me of David,.at some point naisip ko bigla,.once in my life i had David who's ready to do everything and give everything just to make me happy and feel loved every minute of my life with him,(segu-segundo pa nga yata..) Before,when my relationship with David is...was..(ano ba ang dapat gamitin? is o was?..) nung ung relationship namin nasa first two years palang,.i never felt alone.,laging andyan si David,.like John,.parang walang luagr ung negativity sa kanya.,

Its just now that I realized 1 thing.,kahit hindi kami meant to be ni David,.ang swerte ko parin na makilala sya. Yes i was hurt in the end of our love story but atleast,.one in my life there is someone like David who made me his world even despite of being 'me' (im not a girlfriend material and i always make small issues big deals,.yes im like that and David knew it from the start.).

Hayyyy,.na-miss ko tuloy si David., :( (bold para ramdam mo)

Once in our relationship (oo na!,.mahilig ako sa 'Once' ngayong araw bakit ba?) so ito na nga.,ganto yon.,David being so madly, deeply inlove with yours truly,(yes ganda ko!). told me 'kung pwede lang ikaw na ung pakakasalan ko.'. And me being young and inlove,laging naiimagine na magkakatuluyan talaga kaming dalawa.(sure na sure na sya sakin nung mga panahon na sinabi nya yan eh!). I can still remember i told david that i want a grand Church wedding at nung nagbreak kame?..isa sa iniyakan ko ung 'paano na ung grand wedding?..charing!. but kidding aside.,pinangarap ko talagang ikasal sa kanya. Some people often ask couples, 'paano mo nalaman na sya na?' and the couple will answered, 'hindi ko alam eh,basta bigla mo nalang mararamdaman.'. Ganyan ang mga sagutan nila lagi db? db?.. Ano kaya ung 'bigla mo nalang mararamdaman' na yon?.. Naramdaman ko na ba yon date?..kasi nga di ba..akala ko talaga si David na..handang handa na nga akong magpakasl non di ba?pero syempre bata pa ko nung mga panahon na yon kaya hindi pwede. 

hayyyy,, (insert malalim na buntong hininga here..).."Wherefore art thou, my soulmate?"